Ticked

I got ticked off the other day. I needed it. I was being blind and stupid. Now I have more strength to fight the stupid urge to be pathetic.

I am glad I got upset/mad/ticked. At first the feeling was hurt and upsetness. But now I seem a little numb and not caring and that's what I needed to stop being so blindsided.

About darn time I might add.

I needed this kick in the pants, even though it hurt what I found out. It's okay though - I am stronger than I think. And this was so needed because I was tired of being pathetic. Let's face it, it's embarrassing and forces us to have low self esteem.

Confidence is what I like to feel and I was lacking in that I think. Why does one act pathetic otherwise? I don't like that side of me.